Miss Inferior

Feeling sh!tty for I had eaten myself a whole cow i.e. 5 donuts in one sitting.  Had sugar rush for 15 minutes and then extreme tiredness for the next 1 hour.  What and why the hell do I do this to myself?  It is extremely self-daunting and not understandable by other species except a sudden office romp would be highly stimulating.  (The things I have in my head is not picturesque but an array of words that just flows with a sudden death expression across the face – I kid you not).

I really feel awful that the only purpose I am with the job is because I need the money but with absolutely no motivation to do anything with the job because the instructions are so loose and becomes meaningless and therefore every other thing seems to be meaningless as well.  Awful.  Pffft.

Credit: Personality Cafe
Sometimes beating self up is the only way for you to experience a thwart of emotion which sounds so baseless. 

Note to Self: How the hell are you going to get yourself home in this kind of tiredness knowing that this is not something random that you do onto you like almost all the time?  Good grief you are not an alcoholic!

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Author: momsthetruth

Struggling INFJ living in broad daylight and pretends she sleeps through the day like a vampire but knows nothing about Twilight, aside of that hairy beast thing that changes when the girl he can't have does something that can get herself killed.

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