I am intrigued at how I make decisions. Most of the time the decisions I have to make suck so much that I deviate myself into shopping for shawls and dresses with intention of not purchasing any but find myself swiping that bloody gold Mastercard anyways. And then I disappoint myself but feel good with the purchase at the same time…
…so passive-aggressive feeling. #TheThingsIPutMyselfInto Because seriously, I don’t look forward for the impending credit card statement that I have tried so hard to keep amount lesser with intent to shut the thing down.
Truthfully I am really feeling agitated by the thought of the impending credit card statement right now.
Note to Self: Your own judgement to judging things just amaze me that when the result falls back onto you, you tend to need to sleep the whole day, dig yourself a hole to live in the next 3 weeks, and get all your body’s whoremones (pun intended) go crazy then you shit yourself stupid being depressed because of going window shopping in the first place.