There was more effort that she put in today. Often with inconsistent presentation of herself, where most of the time she wears a blank sheet on her face. But today she decides to boost her spirit donning fuchsia pink, makeup and matching lipstick.
She could feel the energy pick up within her. She had prayed hard the night before and this morning for God to give her focus. It feels good that she has focus right now. Only a sudden wave of tiredness is running through her body and resting on her eyes and upper cheeks. Not good, she notes. But she does not want coffee.
Impending work is adding up. They have been segregated but she is still just staring at them, for some reason feeling at loss in the words of each document that is visible. It cannot continue like this for the rest of the day or much time would be wasted. Her, staring at them has already taken half an hour of work time.
In the back of her mind she reminds herself that she is paid to do work. How much money would she have to pay back to the company for the hours of her zoning out?
She straightens her back, clears her throat and lets out a little yawn at the same time. She knows what she has to do. Things need to move as many as it could for her today. Just to concentrate on today first. This is fair to her as well as to her employer. It is not complicated. It is solved. She gets up and no longer Hesitate making that mug of strong black coffee for herself.