Work flows in today at moderate pace. She knows she is in luck that the flow does not put her in a miserable state of mind. But she is already somehow miserable inside for other things that bother her. The controversy her own mind creates into her own blunders while calculating in levels of sanity, logic, humanity and heart. She is well aware that she is her own worse critic.
She prayed, asking for the best of the day and silently asks for God to pacify her troubled heart for all things that are beyond her.
“Hello”. Her blank stare at the empty coffee mug breaks. She smiles back at her colleague, and lets him approach her for a short discussion.
Alas, all troubles are temporary and only there to make you realize your real potential. She knows she has potential. Only she has slowly forgotten about her own ownership. With all realization, she knows that she will have to slowly regain the knowledge and make it shine.
She will be in control of her too much of conversation mind.