There are days when confidence is low. She feel hers drain away. She realises it has gone off for sometime but it is gone most this week.
The car has broken down again. Left just her and the kids. What she does know is that doesn’t feel helpless this time. Support has been offered throughout. Even getting to work and going home was with assisted lifts from the ones around her. They are kind.
When she speaks, no one listens. She is not heard. Her voice has been meek. No one realises they are spoken to. It makes her feel she intrudes into conversations, spaces and lives. She doesn’t like stepping onto people’s toes. Lonely, she feels. Even the things she writes in group messages are not responded to.
Who is she anyways to deserve their response?
Maybe she will get past this soon. She hopes it will soon pass because it feels sh*tty running around like this.